MY BLOGGGG

2007-05-23T15:19:00.000+08:00

thanks econs, for professing your love for me.

: D

i promise i'll love you back very much too. even more than my chocolates.

so please do help me last through mids.

2007-05-22T19:45:00.001+08:00

...

bio spa today was hell. i swear i've never ever written so much in my entire life before. even history papers back in secondary school wasn't half as bad as this! by the time i reached the 3rd page my hand already died. and now, there's this horrible looking mark on my fourth finger. i do hope that all the hard work i spent on that stupid piece of shit will pay off though. ugh. > : (

today was kinda like an emo day. i have no idea why is it that when people are upset, it rubs off me so easily. its like when people around me are upset, i'd turn upset almost immediately. i guess its damn tiring to cheer someone up all the time when you yourself aren't feeling that great after all.

that feeling sucks. DAMN SIAN.

and it doesn't help when the people whom you want most to care about you doesn't even give a shit about you.

2007-05-20T17:01:00.000+08:00

hello im finally blogging again! all of you must be complaining cause you've missed my blog posts too much. teeheehee. anyway. i really shouldnt be here now because i have like bio spa on tuesday(UGH). then, there's econs and GP paper on thursday and friday. woohoo. yeh huiyi has a great life and you know it! : D

anyway, the reason why i've decided to bring my blog back to life is cause... i have so many things to complain about recently! and i think if i continue to rant to other people everyone will just go mad! haha. so many things happened this week. ): dont even want to start naming it.

but there's just something im sure about. life sucks and you know it. oh there's just one thing that might cheer everyone up greatly.

THE GREAT SINGAPORE SALES IS COMINGGGGGGG!

woohoo. dont you feel excited yeah yeah? : D cause i certainly am. time to splurge on all those pretty shoes and bags and clothes! which reminds me, i may have to start fasting from tomorrow onwards just to give my wallet a little breathing space before GSS comes.

anyway, just a joke that might just brighten up your day. i think, i might just be turning more and more bimbotic. this is very bad.

one day on msn when i was talking to PP (aka phillip peh xiangyang)...

me: so sad! the goal i scored for floorball didn't count! it could have been 4 nail!

xy: you do know its 4 - NIL right?

me: huh!

xy: hahaha! you want 4 nails monday i give you ah!

to be honest, all my life... i've thought it to be 4 NAIL! then i've always been wondering, what has zero got to do with nails. : x gah. laugh all you want.

2007-02-18T19:57:00.001+08:00

hello dear darlings! <3!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR LOVEEES!

i know its been YEARS since ive last updated but school has really been a total hell lately and life has been like shit for me too. sighh. ): maybe im just the kind of person who thinks too much and worries too much all the time.. until im forever emoing about something. argh. life sucks take drugs?

okay la. i guess since its like the first day of chinese new year im supposed to be happy and jolly and gay about everything. so where's my angbao everyone? haha. well... its just that ive been on an emotional roller coaster lately and things hadnt been that great. maybe im asking for too much. maybe im just hoping for whats never going to happen to me because i just dream too damn much.

im still waiting for my knight in shining armour on a pretty white horse to come and sweep me off my feet! (:

WHERE ARE YOU MY HANDSOME BOY?!

2007-01-07T21:06:00.000+08:00

YOYOYO!
this is the first time im updating since school reopened! (:
school is kinda fun and kinda boring at the same time with all the mundane stuff that we had to go through...
but this week has been pretty entertaining! we've all been oogling at all the hot girls and guys among the J1s. OOPS .hahaa.
but..... there's something honestly freaky too.
i cant believe people would resort to disgusting means like this to "get to know the school better"!
YEAH RIGHT. huiyi's just totally utterly disgusted by this. =s

xmas 2006 sucks!

2006-12-26T12:14:00.000+08:00

okay. like.. im honestly upset. i thought this year's christmas would be great seriously. i think i was even quite excited yesterday night. then this morning at 7 plus.. i woke up to find that it was pouring heavily outside. it was simply upsetting. and my mom has been ranting on since like 7am that i shouldn't go out because its raining so heavily and i'll just get stuck in the flood or the traffic jam or anything. but i was still pretty optimistic. i thought it would die down pretty fast... and so i waited.. and waited.. and waited.. even until 11am the rain was still pouring down. so its pretty much a gone case already. i guess im stuck at home today.

god. to think i was still asking everyone last night why they said this year's xmas suck. now i think i found my own reason. yeah. this year's christmas is just a total wreck. when was the last night i met welly anyway? like how many thousand years ago? and the next time i'd see her would be... june. thats like so far away. (no fear wello! i'll try to go to the AP to send you off on thurs!)

mom was pretty pissed off cause i was being so upset. she practically screamed at me in the kopitiam just now during lunch and said i was being selfish and all. because.. if i insisted on going to spore, my dad would probably get stuck in some sort of a stupid traffic jam. she made me sound so unreasonable. sigh. well whatever.(maybe i am) and it was just ironic when she said 'its not as if your friend just came back from america and shes leaving tomorrow!'. i dint even bother explaining to her. because seriously. theres no point already. by the time i reach... it'll be too late.

so... i guess i spent my christmas this year surfing the net, watching tv and finishing assignments.

what an exciting christmas...

2006-12-24T17:08:00.000+08:00

somehow, i think that malaysia is turning into an uglier version of venice. its simply flooding everywhere =/ and worse still, roads and bridges are collapsing. my god! is the world coming to an end? i really think it is. there are times when i enjoy rainy days. like when its drizzling. i never liked the rain when its pouring! nuh uh. its not romantic at all when the water ruins your hairdo, destroys your make up and turns your shoes into a soggy pile of shit!

i want a white christmas not a wet christmas! ):

alright. since i probably wont blog on christmas itself... i'll shall wish you guys an early

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

erhem. wheres my big 180cm parcel thats supposed to arrive tomorrow from tw? xD

2006-12-20T10:34:00.000+08:00

holy shit! im back! im here to revive my dying blog! (; ehehe. actually ive wanted to blog quite a few times during the holidays but im just too lazy to. aws. im sorry people i know how much you people must miss me.. but fear not! because im back! (and i promise to update at least once week from now on. really!)

and im back with nothing to say now really. -.- how ironic. anyway. ive been just really here and there for the holidays. and you know how much i hate travelling. =/ yesterday i just went out for like tennis lessons with ling and i woke up at the inhumane time of 545am. it was raining so heavily outside when i woke up, i was thinking how nice a weather it'd be to sleep in for the whole day. ): but noOoo~~ i had to go for tennis lesson. so popo being the nice popo that he is, offered to send me out to singapore. (: so i went out to ling's house and waited for the stupid rain to stop. but everytime when i thought its finally going to stop, it rains even more heavily! so i woke up at 545 for a cancelled tennis lesson! boohoooo. then basically i just lazed around in ling's house watching my beloved OC until it was the time to meet juu and yijie over at coro! it turned out that it wasnt the 'lemon chick rice' yijie wanted so much to eat. HAHA. we finally got those letters sent and boy, am i glad that we finally got those done. but the cards probably will not arrive on time. but nehhhh who cares! (:

after a call from popo i rushed home. i was really in a rush luh. and guess i took how long to get home? 3.5 hours! because of the stupid rain that flooded the whole town. we couldnt even get home! the water flooded the whole bridge and not even those humongous trucks could cross. ): so poor popo dint get to go home since like 6am until like... 6pm? my god. 12 hours! i could go mad if i had to spend so much time in the car! sometimes i just hate the rain. ): like they make my socks and shoes soggy and gross. i guess im just really glad it stopped this morning. the weather is pretty cold though. i feel like we're having our very own winter! its just raindrops instead of snow.

remember?
raindrops are falling on my head.
boink boink!

2006-10-26T22:27:00.000+08:00

last day of school! (: officially the last day anyway. -.- after the long grueling year end ceremony, our first year in CJ has finally come to an end! well i know theres still dry run and OP and chinese As so basically we'll still see each other. but well. no more tests no more homework for two whole months! thats really something to rejoice about! im really really lazy to do photo blogging so i'll just leave you smart people to go to my webshots account to get the photos! in case some people are still not sure about the url. this is it: http://community.webshots.com/user/iyiuhnat

bleagh. i honestly feel that im getting a sore throat from eating all those tidbits this afternoon! gawd. all the chips and chocs. FERRERO ROCHER OMG. and biscuits! (: but i was a contented little girl after eating all that. yay! congrats t28 for getting the most giving class. (though im still puzzled how we got the prize) we had a really really nice class photo taken. i really like it. Ha. i shall be nice and put it here.

after school.. when everyone abandoned us for their OCIP and stuffs like that, me and kim went to town! yay. haha we did alot of silly stuff like... going to neoprint machines and take photos using our cameras inside. -.- yes i know. we budget lifestyle.

all in all. today was fun! too bad we didnt really camwhore much.

PS: the msgs in the balloons were pretty sweet with exception to yenkiat's one. yes i know. tarzan belongs to you. i let you have him la. -.-

2006-10-08T11:42:00.000+08:00

Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all of your life
You'd do just anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care

sigh. have you ever?

tomorrow is dooms day. ):

2006-10-05T18:35:00.000+08:00

thanks to my very lovely and wonderful classmates, today has become another one of those extremely embarrassing days. i think, everyone in class apparently feels that every single day is 'irritate-huiyi-day'. -.- GRR!

i think. i have too many eye candies already. and somehow for some bizarre reason, i keep seeing them around in school. and some of those "eye candies" doesnt even have anything to do with me! bleargh! next time, if any of them comes along, i think i know what i can do. i will dig a hole and hide inside and never come out for the rest of my life.

thanks ah t28! -.-

2006-09-15T17:08:00.000+08:00

got home at around 9 plus yesterday night. i really wanted to blog but i was too worn out to do anything else other than bathing and sleeping (; so here i am today to blog about yesterday. hoho.

yesterday was a pretty eventful day for me. thanks t28 for giving me that lovely present. (life rocks eat socks? (: ) and.. the nail buffer. i guess you guys really know me quite well huh. ahha. now weilong will ask me to bring the buffer to school everyday. was camwhoring in class before i went over to ling's class. (: here are some of the photos. if you guys want the rest just go to http://community.webshots.com/user/iyiuhnat. (:

(; then after that i went over to ling's class to do work. supposedly anyway. but the two of us and janelle ended up talking until like 3 plus 4 about what. pregnant woman and juicy gossips? ahaha. i should stop gossiping man. my resolution of the year. ahaha. while i was busy doing my maths, ling told me like she needed to go to toilet twice. i seriously thought she had diarrhoea okay. and then after that something about her chem notes being with nurul and she needed to get them -.- like omg! shes a damn good actress please. then.. i was totally engrossed in my maths revision when stelly and siew suddenly appeared in ling's class! (: oh boy. i was kinda shocked la. but i think i was abit gong gong from thinking too much about maths i dint know how to react! then.. they gave something extremely lovely.

my birthday cake! (: with chocolate and oreo bits and nuts and raspberry jam and BAILEYYYYYS! (did i miss out any ingredients? (: ) totally sinful i tell you. and its sitting happily in my fridge now, screaming 'eat me eat meeee!' hehehe. dont be surprised if i grow like 5 kg fatter over the weekend. my darlings are so freaking sweet. they actually made the cake themselves! oh yes yes. and carmen made herself VERY useful. hahaha!

anyway stelly and siew looked totally conspicuous in their hc and sa uniforms so we decided to get out of school awhile later and we went to swensens! oh another sinful place. oh my mega burger. -.- which i dint even manage to finish in the end. ahha.

stelly and siewmun with their food! (:

hoho. well. after that very full meal at swensens, we collected our cake and went to paragon to eat it! (: i cant believe ling took like 5 spoons from jollibean and the auntie dint see at all! hahaha. oh well. we're quite an unglam bunch so we kinda sat down at the paragon entrance and started to eat the cake there. kinda cosy feeling though. heeheehee.

the five of us busy feasting on the cake!

my dear stelly(:

the pong!

retarded ling. hahaha.

siewmuntongg!

and yours truly! xD

and... the "mooncake" with 16 holes. retarded yes, i know.

carmen trying to make it look like the fingers are up our noses. but unsuccessful! haha.

and i have no idea what these two retards are trying to do

ling with ahmun(:

finally.. all five of us.

all in all, i really enjoyed myself. and.. thank you soooo much to my four darlings who are always there when i need them. i love you babes. you guys are wonderful, really. and i love the present you gave me! (: HUGS AND KISSES! <3

2006-09-09T15:55:00.000+08:00

huiyi's getting really really bored ):
all i do during holidays is stay at home and rot
oh boy
but.. for the time being
i'm letting myself get entertained by jay chou's new songs!
now i feel like dancing in the rain... xD

2006-09-04T16:30:00.000+08:00

im feeling awful awful AWFUL!

my nose is so sore from all my rubbing until i think its gonna fall off anytime soon. and my stupid throaaaaattttt. i think im losing my voice! so upsetting. i totally hate being sick when theres no MC to get and no school to skip. BOOHOOOO. ): plus im supposed to study for promos. how am i supposed to do that when im barely aware of what im doing when i float around the house! oh yeah. and my achievement of the week.

I FINISHED ONE AND HALF BOXES OF TISSUE IN ONE AFTERNOON!

applaud me please people. my nose is so red i think i look like rudolf. (anyone feeling christmassy here? =/) promos is officially coming in two weeks time and im still slacking my ass off here online. this is bad hur. ): but im so tired and sick of doing maths and not being able to solve the stupid maths problems!

i think ive been quite traumatized lately. and thats why i had this horrible horrible dream last night. i remember crying like shit in my dream and all the things that were happening in my dream was totally nonsensical! i think maths drives me crazy. but that dream was horrifying real ): when i woke up i felt super depressed. or maybe it was because of my running nose. im gonna lose my nose soon if it keeps running.

GAH. i think i better go back to studying. or maybe. spend some time with my best pal. the TV. XD or perhaps i could spend some time doing meaningful things before my doom comes on the 18th of sept. =/

good luck huiyi. i really think i'll need it. ):

2006-08-27T15:34:00.000+08:00

I'm having the day from hell
It was all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)
And not to mention (the tears i shed)
When I should have kicked your (ass instead)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

Cause baby
Everything is effed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)
And not to mention (I drank too much)
I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

Cause baby
Everything is effed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
Cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
another one ending once again

life sucks
its never the thing it seems to be

2006-08-25T22:21:00.000+08:00

today was quite a fun day. xD had two hours of lessons then had celebration till 12 plus and we were let off! (: yipppee. its times like these when i really love the big white man. all the performances were pretty funny, some exceptionally disastrous, some totally hilarious and xiaoan's band was great. (: hmm. went out with ling for a while to sakae for lunch after school and we talked quite alot.

it was then when i got pretty emo. =/ oh well. i think ive said this so many times already. i really prefer one segregated class with many many close cliques rather than a huge big group of people who has nothing but superficial relationships with each other. just like 4/14 in nanyang. okay admittedly that class wasnt exactly the most united class ever but at least we had our little group of friends and we had fun nonetheless!

SIGH. sometimes things in life are just not like what they seem to be.

Am i your number one?

2006-08-17T20:39:00.000+08:00

im officially joining the bread gang tomorrow! (: i ate SO MUCH today. im becoming a pig!

4 weeks to promos. and i havent started studying at all. anyone wanna wish me good luck? cause i know i definitely need it. ahahaha. and bio is really driving me crazy. =/ the bio terms are going to haunt me in my sleep!

ST should lend me her hypnotizing skills so i can hypnotize myself to stop thinking about him!

PS: the pretty guy is really cuter than YOUKNOWWHOOOO what. xD

2006-08-16T21:21:00.000+08:00

its time i should stop living in that little fairytale of mine. and stop being the hopeless romantic that i am before i am totally disillusioned in that my little world.

its amazing how a simple action from someone can make your day and another simple word from that special someone can make you feel like its the shittiest day you've ever experienced. its the same person that makes you feel happy when you notice that hes glancing your way and the person that makes you feel like you're on cloud nine when hes up close.

but whats the use if he doesnt reciprocate your feelings? in the end you still get nothing at all. so what if you really like him? all the things he does doesnt carry the meaning you think it does. and you're just reading too much into his simple actions. he thinks that its a joke. and he thinks that you're a joke.

i should give up.

2006-08-11T17:53:00.000+08:00

http://community.webshots.com/user/iyiuhnat

check out the photos taken during double whammy (;

URGH.
fucking pissed with my spastic dad.

2006-08-10T14:58:00.000+08:00

im slacking at home (x
playing with my new webcam and going crazy over it. ahaha.
oh nono.
there's econs test tmr. good luck everybody.
psttt. how on earth can you study for a case study test?
OH SHIT.
MY LEFT EYELID IS TWITCHING!

eh is that good or bad? =x

2006-08-09T22:35:00.000+08:00

TRALALAAAA.
its national day for the SING-A-PO-REANS!
happy birthday singapore! <3
may your national flag always resemble the nanyang hongzi.
i think its the terror of nanyang. every time i see the flag or anything in red and white i think of my dear old school
oh. i'll post the photos i took during the double whammy up soon on webshots. (: goodnight peeps. go knock on every door and wish your neighbours a very gay national day. (:

someone who shouldnt be on my mind keeps occupying my mind nowadays.
and oh boy. hes haunting my dreams. ):

2006-08-04T20:06:00.000+08:00

i dint want to blog but today was such an entertaining day i decided to blog in the end! seriously. from now on i think everyone will be more careful in whatever they talk about in their blogs. we shall all be courteous and hypocritical in all our entries. -.- whats the point of blogging anymore then?

i think... all the people in cambridge are having a GREEAAAATTTTTT time. =/ drats. i really want to fly there please. all those things about it looking like hogwarts with the long dining table and the buffet for breakfast. urgh. how i wished that i had gone there! ): school's really getting more and more mundane for some weird reason that i dont know. maybe its because all the work is starting to pile on me and i have less time to slack. actually... its not like i slacked any less. =x im still slacking like usual. just feeling the stress alot more. oh great. i just realised that. i probably go online alot more than usual jc people. and i go home alot earlier and sleep alot more. my goodness! whats wrong with me!

i eye contacted with someone today! i think im becoming more and more like a stalker. =x first i took a photo of my wg boy. then im getting so mad about YOOO KNOWW WHOOO. (you'll never know who's reading your blog-.-) oh no! im turning love sick. theres too much love in the air! ~~~~

my goodness. i think my dog is eating durian now. shes scaring me with her weird eating habits. =x sooner or later she'll start eating like brinjol and lady's fingers. ew! gross gross!

2006-07-31T21:55:00.000+08:00

woah. havent been here for so darn long. =x just felt that i had nothing to blog about? not that i have alot to blog about now though.

its just. im bored. and when im bored i always blog. ahhaha.

ling's gone for two weeks. im gonna have to go to bridge alone for two whole weeks without her and janelle! oh boy =/ the sound of that doesnt make me that happy.

holy shit. i have a new eye candy at school! (:

off to bed. <3

2006-06-10T16:02:00.000+08:00

IM GOING TO FAINT

/// plonk

2006-06-07T11:42:00.000+08:00

i think recently theres this trend for weird people to add me. =/ GEES. dint know i look like a weirdo myself. -.- i mean. birds of the same kind flock together what. so i must have looked like a really queer creature myself. pshh. whatever. was browsing through my friendster account and i realised... it was thousands of years ago since ive added a new photo.. oh my. you know why?! thats because... i look horrific in photos! like totally. so its once in a million years when i find a averagely flattering photo of myself and its only then when i'll be willing to post it up.

oh. and im sorry my blog seems so totally boring right now. well yea. my life isnt really that eventful... cause im guai. and i stay at home all day to mug and do homework! isnt that hard working of me? heh heh. -.- oh whatevs. OOOH. i just recently bought some other korean show and lost II! so exciting. im going home to watch it tonight. add some spice into my boring mundane life huh.

i have big feet. -.-

2006-06-02T14:53:00.000+08:00

my latest obsession.

check this pretty boy out. ((:

So freaking cute!

and i think.... this is the first small-eyed guy that i find quite cute.

HEH.

I DONT CARE WHAT YOU GUYS SAY! hes pretty not gay! xP

2006-06-02T10:35:00.000+08:00

I loved wednesday! ((: been so long since ive done anything like that. HEH HEH HEH.

I LOVE MK!

no time to think about anyone else. (;

teehee. but holidays are pretty boring though. i think im just gonna rot at home and not do anything till the end of the holidays. CHEERIOS FOR ME. -.- right. im going off to find something meaningful to do online.

2006-05-28T21:32:00.000+08:00

im still thinking about him

=/

this is bad. and i shall make it stop.

SIGH.

2006-05-23T20:43:00.000+08:00

IM SO BORED I CAN DIE.

=/

i seem to like this expression alot nowadays. HEH HEH HEH.

i seriously seriously need to find a past time before i rot to death at home. so much for getting a life at home. -.- RIGHT. lately its like im just so lazy to go out. you know just to go town to shop i have to travel ard 4 hours to and fro! imagine the time i spend on the bus! BLEARGH. im turning into such a lazy pig. im sorta like stuck to the comp or sth.

OH. and i keep falling asleep on the bus nowadays! its so embarrassing! people keep poking me when they want to alight. >< oh mymy. but it doesnt make sense! im sleeping earlier and earlier because for some stupid weird reason i have nothing to do at home except hanging out pointlessly online. and especially when my darling is not there i have nothing to do online so i go to sleep! ive been sleeping at like around... 9? so there should be no reason for me to sleep so soundly on the bus!

GRR. wish me luck for tmr as always. maybe tomorrow will be my lucky day! ((:

2006-05-19T10:14:00.000+08:00

IM BORED. ):

i totally hate sitting in the library alone doing nothing!

gRRRRR.

i hope the day ends sooner.

OH. RIGHT.

i was supposed to mourn for the departure of mr.chin.

i shall mourn now.

2006-05-10T20:12:00.000+08:00

i just realised i started the two previous entries by 'HOHO' -.- anyway. i think kim is going around blog hopping. HAHHA. i see her tagging all over the place. so to make kim happy, I LOVE SITTING BESIDE KIM! hahaha. i think im abit too high today really bad. i think i laughed so much during bridge today it pissed my 'remedial' teacher off!

i still think hes very charismatic. HEH HEH HEH.

2006-05-08T21:10:00.000+08:00

HOHO. let me post some of the photos of the mess we created at janis' house yesterday!

look at this! i think her mom probably got a very big fright when she returned. =/ thats why sometimes im so lazy to make cookies. must clean up after everything!

our lovely cupcakes before it went into the oven...

and dont ask me how it turned out to be so cell-like.

HAHA. im abit lazy to update the other photos so... yeah. ^^ thats all for now. and im feeling so sleepy from typing out the survey. Gees. I need my sleeeeeep.

2006-05-03T21:15:00.000+08:00

HOHO. im blogging again. oh yea. went for BRIDGE CLUB todayy. it wasnt that boring actually. with a retarded perverse senior -.- and another rather friendly funny and cute senior, it was quite entertaining. although i must admit that i almost fell asleep for the first part of the "lessons". anyone interested in looking at my bridge notes? HEH HEH HEH.

quite satisfied with my life now. (((: im a contented girl.

shoot for the moon
because if you fail
you will still be among the stars..

2006-05-01T19:07:00.000+08:00

rewatched initial D again. am i bored or what huh. i think i am. HAHA. dad deprives me the pleasure of watching OC and laughing at the retardedness of seth cohen. oh boy i do LOVE OC so so much. (((: seth cohen. summer roberts. princess sparkle. captain oats! i can sense im talking gibberish again! anywayy. trey is so SO cute! ha. =x

anywayyy. school has been pretty relaxing for me lately for some funny funny reason. so i kinda have quite alot of time to catch up with people. anyone wants to? )): sigh. ive drifted apart from so many people. jc takes away soooo many things. and considering that im already one of the slack ones in school, i cant imagine how hectic life is for the busy busy people in school.

dont think theres any chance of going back to the chasing life. )x oh how i miss the old days.

2006-04-11T21:19:00.000+08:00

i was sick...

im still sick actually.

but im going to school tomorrow!

so those people in school who missed me ALOT, fear not!

i'll be there to brighten up your day tmr.

HOHOHOHO.

2006-03-25T16:21:00.000+08:00

im missing a certain mr.ye (((:

take more photos for me my darlings. heh heh.

my eyes hurt. sore eyes. )): rah.

2006-03-21T17:49:00.000+08:00

i dont know what to blog about. my blog is getting rather stagnant again. ahaha. not that i can help it though. huiyi has a boring life xD because shes a very boring girl! ((:

i think mr chin did a fairly good job in scaring us during lesson today. i dont know its because of my cramps or the thought of my impending doom thats making my stomach churn. i just feel downright terrible.

my mind's too clogged up.

2006-03-17T17:37:00.000+08:00

IM TERRIBLY BURNT.

and i have bruises all over me

and one teensy cut on my left thumb too

so much for an exciting adventure to the sea

2006-03-13T21:58:00.000+08:00

im sorry that my blog posts lately seemed to be fully occupied about some guys. dont worry. im usually not that boy crazy, really. ;) oh well. this post, i reckon it wont be about anyone else but myself since im always sort of in isolation during the holidays. the class is meeting up today. rah. im sorry i cant go. but well. i just went out yesterday and yeah its simply damn shit tiring for me to travel so far. sorry people x)

anywayy. yesterday we went out to celebrate stelly's birthday. it was quite retarded actually. seeing that i took two hrs transport to get to town and i only stayed there for what, 4 hrs at most? but it was quite fun nonetheless. its quite rare the 6 of us can meet. (((: what can i say? stellicia sim is a lucky girl. anyway. we went crystal jade to eat. not a lot of pictures this time round. i dont even know whether carmen posted the pictures up anot. hmm. i think it'll be quite amusing if the 6 of us meet up in town after school in school uniform. one will be from sa, two from vj, another from hc, and finally two from cj. AHAHA. that will be an amusing sight huh. oh wells. i surely hope we'll keep in contact till god knows how long. ((((: i want to see how my friends look like when they get old. AHAHAHA. old and wrinkly. i'll be like that too! EWW. ><

ah. my head hurts. i think its telling me to off the comp and go to sleep. okay okay. i shall go to bed. sleep early wake up early! be an early bird and eat all the wormies. ((: rids you of ugly pimples and eyebags too!

PS: I WANT A FLAT TUMMMMYYYYYYYY!

yesyes. im that fat.

2006-03-10T20:19:00.000+08:00

its really funny how the mere sight of someone special can make your day.

sigh.

i think ive been talking too much lately. thats why i got my retribution.

i keep saying that it isnt really anything else but we just happen to set off at the same time every morning.

YEAH YEAH.

so why isit that i dont see you anymore nowdays?

i knew i really shouldnt take it for granted because one day im bound to get disappointed.

will the gaining of one thing cause me to lose another?

oh boy. im really thinking too much.

2006-03-06T17:15:00.000+08:00

isnt this fate?
i spent almost two months trying to get to know him
and great
now that dude is in my ig.
but hes totally not what ive imagined him to be!
gRRRRR
ive decided that its always the best to admire from afar..
dont want to get disillusioned again. )x

im quite glad that i dint leave cj anyway
though the new uniform is soooooo starchy that i died trying it
yeucks.
hope orientation gets better.
i miss t20 (:
bruddah paul better put us back in the same class.

2006-02-26T19:59:00.000+08:00

sigh. i hate school.

i can give you 101 reasons why school sucks

and i especially hate waking up at 5

you know how warm and endearing your comforter is every morning when you're struggling to get out of bed.

there's a reason why its called the comforter

cant get your face out of my head
its haunting me
and its driving me crazy

2006-02-25T23:18:00.000+08:00

i miss them so much. SIGH.
he's coming next week. are we going to see him or not? ):
they've disappeared for so damn long they feel so much like strangers now.
sigh oh sigh.
im very broke. this is bad.

i hate the mosquitoes in my house!
maybe i'll get dengue soon. which means i'll have a higher chance of dying cause its my second time.
BAHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i hate mosquitoes. spray spray.

2006-02-24T22:24:00.000+08:00

after watching the 9pm show, i have the sudden urge to become a lawyer. aw. ive always thought it was pretty cool to wear those ugly wiggies on court. and hmm. if i dint remember wrongly, being a lawyer was my ambition in like primary 3? its quite funny how every young child would have a long list of ambitions but as you grow up, you get more unsure of your goals in life.

ive always thought it to be ridiculous to decide what is your ambition when i dont even know what course im going to take on in university. we always seem to have so many factors to consider. i was once very keen on taking on mass comm. i still am, actually. but so many people are saying that mass comm is too popular and its so hard to get a job because so many others are fighting for it also. well of course. you can debate it by saying that if you're really good, it doesnt matter how many people are fighting for the same position. because if you really have the material, you'll get the job! so.. what if you're not that good? and, i dont really think im that good. maybe its that 'inferiority complex in top schools' thingy working up again.

i like the song from the lawyer show btw. its so nice.

ah. cantonese just sounds so refined. not like hokkien. xP

2006-02-23T20:23:00.000+08:00

spent my two hours of chinese lesson quite fruitfully. (: or at least, the second half of the two hour lesson. was talking to siew mun in the canteen about a lot of things. it always feels nice to talk to old friends. not that i dont talk to her in the mornings when i see her on the bus but it just felt different this afternoon. maybe it my pmsal mood acting up again. my dad keeps telling me to control my mood swings but oh wells. it not that bad isit? at least i dont show it out that much now. anyway, we were pretty much talking about the old days and for some weird reason that i cannot comprehend, i felt like crying. i never felt that sentimental even on the last day of school. we were still fooling around happily. maybe it was because we knew we're going to keep in touch with each other?

i was reading the old entries of our blog that day. they're all so sweet. sigh. i miss rdf. i recall the time when we just started to know each other and how we got closer because of all the stupid gossips. it may not sound that glamorous but gossips are really the ultimate ice breakers. ;) i can recall being very scared of ling and yijun the first time i saw them. i can also remember how ling told me that she had very good impression of me because i smiled SO widely at her on the first day of school.

oh. and of course i remember my 15th birthday. ah. you guys made me cryyyyyyy. i was feeling so miserable because of the stupid chinese literature exam and i just had to be pathetic enough to be wrapping presents for another person on my own birthday! i never really told you guys but i really felt damn upset at that time. ): but OH WELL. it was a nice surprise nonetheless. except that carmen's pongified hair spoiled your surprise (((: haha.

aw. how i miss the old days. to be honest, i really miss nanyang alot. maybe it has something to do with the comfort zone thing. it always feels nice to go to a school where you know like 9 out of 10 people.

i think the most important thing in a friendship is to let your friend know that you treasure her and you love her. i dint realise how much i missed all of you till today. i know im always like physically "unreachable" but i do wish that we can catch up with each other quite often. (: thanks ling for making the effort in keeping us together. its very sweet of you, really.

i'll try my best to be there on saturday! ><

PS: ebb needs to meet up also. -.- LETS PLEASE ALL MAKE TIME FOR EACH OTHER.

what am i gonna do?

2006-02-22T20:12:00.000+08:00

am i reading too much into the things that you do?

SIGH.

i want to quit this guessing game.

huiyi's quite upset today. i should have just shuttup. )))):

what are you waiting for?

2006-02-19T11:41:00.000+08:00

im actually feeling apprehensive about the new jc thing.

its not even for sure that i'll change school but i just dont feel very comfortable going to a new school. especially when i dont think that there are even nanyang girls over there. sighh sometimes i really hate socializing. when im tired i dont even bother. its so frustrating to have to introduce yourself over and over again.

i can foresee what the exact scenario will be.

"WHAT?! You're a MALAYSIAN?! YOU'RE ARE ONE YEAR YOUNGER?!! OH-MY-GOD! how long do you take to traval everyday? 2 hours?!! ARE YOU CRAZY?"

yeah yeah yeah. you get the drift. sigh. now i have the slightest regret for choosing aj. ah. and why should i worry about vj when im sure like hell i wont even get in?! ahha. i went to aj yesterday. its not that old. its alright. a rather big school actually. but it feels damn military. i think i'll feel like im studying in a box if i ever get there. how to think out of the box like that right!

huiyi hates making decisions.

2006-02-17T16:36:00.000+08:00

I FEEL AWFUL FOR BEING SUCH AN AWFUL FRIEND!

sigh. poor welly got into a car accident and i didn't know anything about it until like when yijie told me? how bad a friend can i be? haven't been seeing welly online since like... forever! and i really dont have the habits of reading many people's blogs. arghs. ): welly dear if you're reading this, IM SORRY. )x

HAIH. so many people are flying off. i mean, flew off. i know its really difficult but i still do hope that we will keep in contact. even though it might mean that either one of us has to sacrifice our sleep.

I feel so detached from the world lately. Despite me being online almost every night, I still feel that im losing touch with the world. Like i've been following a different schedule from that i've been following for the past few years. I don't see why it is that way though. I don't feel that in any way that my lifestyle or my habits have changed.

sigh. what's happening to me?

2006-02-14T22:22:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOD. im like hyperventilating so badly now. I thought that my form A was missing! And that caused a frantic search around the house and my study table and dining table ended up like one mountainful of rubbish. but PHEW! Thank god i found it. If not i don't think i would have been able to sleep for the night. Seriously, you dont know how scary it feels like to lose your form A. I cant believe how awfully horrible my memory is. I actually thought that i left it lying around in some messy corner of my room when i already kept it nicely in a file in my cupboard. -.- GREAT. just great.

ANYWAY. im glad that the jae registration is finally over. I do hope that i get accepted to VJ. Because that means i will be able to stay in the pretty hostel! ((: YAY. im pretty excited about that. AND. oh well. my second choice is.... ANDERSON JC! DANG DANG DANG. will anyone praise me for being so brave? or are all of you cursing me for being stupid to choose it? whatever it is. i cant be bothered with it anymore! after all, if i can even survive in a SUPER mugger+elitist school like nanyang, why cant i survive in aj?! GEES. what for go SA and be like the not so chio person among the sea of chiobus when you can go somewhere else and be a chio until buay tahan chiobu?! LOLS. im just kidding. anyway. i'm just gonna make the best out of everything i get in any school la. ((:

ah, huiyi's trying hard to console herself. HAIHH. )x

2006-02-14T18:04:00.000+08:00

I've made my decision...

~~SA HERE I COME!~~~

GREATTT. just great. the indecisive huiyi decides to change her mind again.

someone enlighten me please? i dont see the light at all?!

2006-02-13T22:03:00.000+08:00

It's valentines day tomorrow. ((:

its a day when you get flooded with chocolates and you grow oh so fat because you eat too much chocolate! BLEARGH. who cares anyway. i got this whole box of mon cheri in my fridge and i think i finished half a box already. YIPPEE. i love mon cheri. thus the name of my blog you see. ((:

sigh. im still caught in the dilemma of whether i should stay or leave.

STAY

LEAVE

STAY

LEAVE

ARGH! this thing is giving me a headache and i dont want to think about it anymore. ): i made something for the girls in class. too girly for guys anyway. HOHOHO.

HAPPY VDAY DARLINGS!

I LOVE THE LAYOUT xP

2006-02-12T15:47:00.000+08:00

with a new year comes a new blog!

i simply adore the pretty layout.

ITS PINK! ^^